December is the month where I usually backup things. I realized that I\u2019ve never lost anything in ten years of heavy computer use. Maybe a couple of hundreds of meg, I\u2019m not even sure. I have things burned on CDs at least five times. I have pretty much my entire email history since the beginning. Same with IM logs (I was saving them because of links in conversations). Every single soundtrack I wrote with .wav and .mp3 included. The thing is I\u2019m never really paying attention to anything, I don\u2019t have any automatic backup, nothing. I\u2019m just really organized and need to drop a couple of folders a year on the burner to save everything. NAS, USB keys are used as quick and dirty backup. I memorize. I work out that bunch of cells. No apps. No reminder.<\/p>\n
I am prototyping, finally, my game on Unity. Thanks to code samples, I have a working, first experience. Brings a huge smile. After spending a year defining technical needs and possibilities, Unity seems to be the best choice and provides everything I need. The community is vibrant and the tools are pretty great. I\u2019m excited and stressed out as I soon will be able to see if at the end, it works or not. But I\u2019m pretty confident it will work, as my extended search on my game\u2019s subject is telling me that I\u2019m on something. It\u2019s going to be all about tweaking.<\/p>\n
So I was like \u201cend of the year sucks so much to me, why?\u201d<\/em> and then I looked up on the internet to see how adult adoptees are living this period of the year. We all have a hard time and reading stories, I\u2019m doing fine geez. People are fighting so much, adoption, birth mother or parents, resentment, anger, consent, family reunion it\u2019s scary. My parents and foster parents really did a perfect job when I read some stories. Adopted people feel so guilty to not be like \u201ceverybody\u201d<\/em>. That, I feel it. But I say fuck to that too because I well know how \u201ceverybody\u201d<\/em> is bullshit. I also learned how much my case is a very special case. So unique, it hurts!<\/p>\n Music definitely saves my mind and my soul.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" December is the month where I usually backup things. I realized that I\u2019ve never lost anything in ten years of heavy computer use. Maybe a couple of hundreds of meg, I\u2019m not even sure. I have things burned on CDs at least five times. I have pretty much my entire email history since the beginning. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1337"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1337"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1337\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1337"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1337"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1337"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}