I\u2019m obsessed with fixing things. <\/p>\n
It\u2019s a curse, it feels like a craving, an emergency. Because being adopted is being broken from the start somehow or let\u2019s say that it makes you feel like stuff needs to be fixed because apparently the system (family system) doesn\u2019t work! <\/p>\n
Both of my dads were\/are skilled and repair, fix things every time they can. I\u2019m obsessed, twice as much. So I try to understand. I never missed TV because I spend my nights in my little worlds trying to understand the in\/out of systems and how to fix them. Yesterday was some passive house stuff again, and how depressed it makes me to read that the DEA is ruining opportunities to make a better world with a simple plant. Anyway. <\/p>\n
Even my game prototype started from a problem-to-solve approach, not from my ego wanting something super cool with lots of particles on screen.<\/p>\n
I get so much satisfaction from fixing things and make people happy. It\u2019s also because the first problem I got, the family problem, can\u2019t be solved. You can\u2019t fix humans. We\u2019re too complex and we don\u2019t have a reset button. We auto-generate our solutions but we can\u2019t say we can start from scratch and do it over.<\/p>\n
So I guess feeling that I can fix or help fixing people\u2019s environment excites me a lot because I\u2019m like \u201cI can nail that shit down, it\u2019s doable to its full extent and it\u2019s going to change things for good now, and for the future.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I\u2019m obsessed with fixing things. It\u2019s a curse, it feels like a craving, an emergency. Because being adopted is being broken from the start somehow or let\u2019s say that it makes you feel like stuff needs to be fixed because apparently the system (family system) doesn\u2019t work! Both of my dads were\/are skilled and repair, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1474"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1474"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1474\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1475,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1474\/revisions\/1475"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1474"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1474"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1474"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}