{"id":1587,"date":"2013-03-13T11:48:13","date_gmt":"2013-03-13T11:48:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/?p=1587"},"modified":"2013-03-13T11:48:13","modified_gmt":"2013-03-13T11:48:13","slug":"moving-the-slider-through-time","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/2013\/03\/moving-the-slider-through-time\/","title":{"rendered":"Moving the slider through time"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a title=\"Petite Louane\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/18828270@N00\/8554218474\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" border=\"0\" alt=\"Petite Louane\" src=\"http:\/\/static.flickr.com\/8387\/8554218474_e942c4ac60.jpg\" width=\"640\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a>    <br \/><em>Another life form alive!<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Last weekend I went to my foster home family, catching up with the new baby delivered by my cousin, sister. I don\u2019t know, we grew up together that\u2019s all. See why I hate categories and labels? Always fucked my life up.<\/p>\n<p>I never can do anything there. I\u2019m just back. I\u2019m just there, like I started. I legally have not direct connection, culturally feeling so much wider but staying in the picture. Like she told me <em>\u201cyou are here, you are in Paris, Hollywood, you can feel comfortable anywhere!\u201d<\/em> I guess it\u2019s true, I am a chameleon man. But you need to be a bit invisible to do that well, sometimes it\u2019s weird to be in the background, Bruce Wayne was once again crying on the phone the other day about that.<\/p>\n<p>The thing when I go there is that it\u2019s like playing with the radio, moving through frequencies from left to right. I get to see or go by my past from being a kid in a village, to driving to parties with a girlfriend to a city I used to go to skate all the time, memories jumping in and out let\u2019s move the slider to the right, fast forward to hopes and desires of \u201cmaking it\u201d in France, the bitter side of realizing that it\u2019s not going to happen because we\u2019re all stupid.<\/p>\n<p>Then I\u2019m back at my parents to park grandpa\u2019s car that I use and which also, contains memories. Then it\u2019s dinner time with them, the kind, sweet and horribly stuck up parents. Then I\u2019m back to the crib, English resumes. And the internet, the world at my fingertips.<\/p>\n<p>Twice a year. It\u2019s fucking amaz-hausting. The dreams I get from all this shit? Priceless.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Another life form alive! Last weekend I went to my foster home family, catching up with the new baby delivered by my cousin, sister. I don\u2019t know, we grew up together that\u2019s all. See why I hate categories and labels? Always fucked my life up. I never can do anything there. I\u2019m just back. I\u2019m [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1587"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1587"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1587\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1587"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1587"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1587"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}