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I\u2019m not scared to be judged. At all. I don\u2019t care about that, I care about the outcome of being judged. And that is absolutely connected to race, sorry for bringing that up again people of color. Y\u2019all know.<\/p>\n
Try to say to Trayvon and Jordan\u2019s parents<\/a> that chances are nothing will happen if you simply stand up. I triple dare you. They stood up. They were not doing anything wrong, they were heavily being judged and didn\u2019t care about that. They stood up. <\/p>\n And then they died, murdered. The reminder is with a black president at the White House, mortifying. Humiliating, 12 Years A Slave winning big doesn\u2019t change anything. <\/p>\n I don\u2019t care being judged on my online gaming skills, it\u2019s just that I don\u2019t want to read\/hear anything about \u201cdumb ass niggers\u201d. I did, doesn\u2019t taste great, feels gross, let\u2019s move on. In the real world outside work, being judged feels like danger and my survival guts hate that.<\/p>\n The respect earned from you claiming your ground<\/em> is based on a broken social system full of BS. When you\u2019re black and especially a dude, you sort of have to not do that<\/em> and please everyone in this white world otherwise you are immediately filtered out as \u201ctrouble\u201d <\/em>in inconsistent and twisted ways. It\u2019s quite universal on this planet. You need to fit more than people respect you because they never will respect you entirely anyway, so used to ethnocentrism<\/a>. You can also stay in your community forever, warm and miserable because nothing changes this way.<\/p>\n I don\u2019t try to please everyone I try to make things work, everything I can. Let me do my thing. The part where I don\u2019t give a fuck about what others think? Oh, it\u2019s been done and done son. <\/p>\n The problem is not to not please everyone, it\u2019s to not get fucked or worse killed in Florida for being yourself and harmless.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I\u2019m not scared to be judged. At all. I don\u2019t care about that, I care about the outcome of being judged. And that is absolutely connected to race, sorry for bringing that up again people of color. Y\u2019all know. Try to say to Trayvon and Jordan\u2019s parents that chances are nothing will happen if you […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1776"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1776"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1776\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1777,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1776\/revisions\/1777"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1776"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1776"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1776"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}