{"id":1778,"date":"2014-03-08T09:03:31","date_gmt":"2014-03-08T09:03:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/?p=1778"},"modified":"2014-03-08T09:03:35","modified_gmt":"2014-03-08T09:03:35","slug":"fist-in-the-air","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/2014\/03\/fist-in-the-air\/","title":{"rendered":"Fist in the air"},"content":{"rendered":"

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That last blog post was sitting in Live Writer. I was looking at it, feeling a bit guilty to express my anger, annoyed of feeling guilty and then it doesn\u2019t stop. Is it going to cost me anything later? Sometimes it\u2019s bad to speak up, I never know when to shut up once I started to express myself. I really miss boundaries on that. Maybe I shouldn\u2019t have a blog.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s sunny for four days, which is great but makes my PTCaliforniaD worse. Whenever I close my eyes I see that city. I feel like whenever I was biking Los Angeles my brain was like, \u201cRECORD THAT SHIT\u201d and now that fucker binge-watch those videos every time I don\u2019t pay attention.<\/p>\n

I rode my bike. After months of walking it\u2019s like I couldn\u2019t stop my legs and didn\u2019t even want to. I did some loops.<\/p>\n

Five years living in a suitcase, five weeks in the dust. Oh hell yeah I want to settle down so hard. Breathe. Stretch. Breathe longer! Stretch to infinite!<\/p>\n

Wallpaper: 99%<\/p>\n

Ceiling tiles: 100%<\/p>\n

Two fireplaces to dismantle: 0%<\/p>\n

A small closet to destroy: 0%<\/p>\n

Still the attic to take care of. Physically haven\u2019t hurt myself too much for now, but I\u2019d rather write some last will before the next time I\u2019ll get a back and neck rub: that shit will kill me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

That last blog post was sitting in Live Writer. I was looking at it, feeling a bit guilty to express my anger, annoyed of feeling guilty and then it doesn\u2019t stop. Is it going to cost me anything later? Sometimes it\u2019s bad to speak up, I never know when to shut up once I started […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1778"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1778"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1778\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1779,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1778\/revisions\/1779"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1778"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1778"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1778"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}