I remember reading on Steve Jobs, adopted child who having seen his father neatly fix things around became who he was, a psychopath of solving problems forever, in a way that they don\u2019t come back, almost.<\/p>\n
It totally made sense to me because adoption means that something crucial is broken \u2013family- from the start so you grow up wishing it wasn\u2019t broken and seeing your dad fixing and building things helps getting that need out. Also, I\u2019m in the same situation. Adopted with dads fixing and building things, lefty. I look at the world and I\u2019m like, \u201cfolks, this needs some tweaking\u201d<\/em>.<\/p>\n Like I would always be more interested in a country challenges than its culture or food. In a very Steve Jobs style I\u2019d say I don\u2019t care about that, I care about finding elegant and efficient solutions. I feel this drive for a better world. I feel this need to build (and by extension, destroy; you learn to minimize) for good<\/em> 24\/7.<\/p>\n It makes me sick when we could but we don\u2019t, you know? It\u2019s the worst feeling to me. It\u2019s going to make me search for a solution until I reach for one that makes sense for as many people as possible, would it be for personal issues or public housing problems. I just love designing for us. I don\u2019t get the \u201cdesign for yourself, first\u201d<\/em>. That\u2019s so short-sighted and obvious. <\/p>\n To me it\u2019s better if everyone around is happy too, maybe that makes too much sense I don\u2019t know but I don\u2019t feel like it\u2019s a shared value around and it\u2019s freaking me out a bit sometimes.<\/p>\n I\u2019ll find teams, hopefully. I\u2019ll find people so that maybe I can scale up my projects and build more, following my design from the sound level to the business model.<\/p>\n Sometimes I wish I was a tall, white asshole.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I remember reading on Steve Jobs, adopted child who having seen his father neatly fix things around became who he was, a psychopath of solving problems forever, in a way that they don\u2019t come back, almost. It totally made sense to me because adoption means that something crucial is broken \u2013family- from the start so […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1818"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1818"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1818\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1819,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1818\/revisions\/1819"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1818"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1818"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1818"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}