{"id":1925,"date":"2014-11-12T16:24:55","date_gmt":"2014-11-12T16:24:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/?p=1925"},"modified":"2014-11-12T16:24:58","modified_gmt":"2014-11-12T16:24:58","slug":"talk-and-dream","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/2014\/11\/talk-and-dream\/","title":{"rendered":"Talk and Dream"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Speaking up about things you\u2019d rather hide is really not easy. Sometimes I feel like I have to explain that black folks would love not to have to explain what\u2019s going on with race. We would love to just go by our lives.<\/p>\n<p>I wonder if it\u2019s giving me a bad image, if it\u2019s costing me anything. I\u2019m looking for work, I often see advices about how having a blog is something to show to potential employers but I\u2019ve always been afraid to do that. I push myself, my ideas on here. Sometimes it\u2019s dumb sometimes it\u2019s bold. Ultimately I need it, it\u2019s really good exercise and I don\u2019t trust therapists. It might be because of the rapist part.<\/p>\n<p>Fantasizing a lot about a car. I still do everything on my bike in LA and it\u2019s fine but sometimes, you need a car.<\/p>\n<p><img src=\"https:\/\/lh4.googleusercontent.com\/-7XnKMn4qKs8\/VGJDErK_1-I\/AAAAAAAABeI\/sTJiayDBJo4\/s800\/00Z0Z_2b2DZAIVoa6_600x450.jpg\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Chevy El Camino. I can get a pretty cheap one around here. Then I would pick up my buddy:<\/p>\n<p> <a title=\"My buddy by haroldito, on Flickr\" href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/haroldito\/15138035414\"><img loading=\"lazy\" alt=\"My buddy\" src=\"https:\/\/farm8.staticflickr.com\/7524\/15138035414_e6a25fe67b_z.jpg\" width=\"640\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a>   <\/p>\n<p>And we would hit the road, early in the morning. Watching the sun go up AND down, chasing squirrels and enjoying some sunny nap with chill music on the car stereo. I have pretty simple dreams.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Speaking up about things you\u2019d rather hide is really not easy. Sometimes I feel like I have to explain that black folks would love not to have to explain what\u2019s going on with race. We would love to just go by our lives. I wonder if it\u2019s giving me a bad image, if it\u2019s costing [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1925"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1925"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1925\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1926,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1925\/revisions\/1926"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1925"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1925"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1925"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}