{"id":2512,"date":"2018-02-04T19:59:38","date_gmt":"2018-02-04T19:59:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/?p=2512"},"modified":"2018-02-04T19:59:38","modified_gmt":"2018-02-04T19:59:38","slug":"fjanuary","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/2018\/02\/fjanuary\/","title":{"rendered":"FJanuary"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>January months are always pretty grim but this one was particularly bad.<\/p>\n<p>Got my dad to spew some ignorant, racially charged shit so I ended the call in his face before it went way wrong. We haven\u2019t spoken since.<\/p>\n<p>An ex-roommate committed suicide. A super great neighbor that I was looking forward to see more often this year, died unexpectedly. My BFF in France is in a psychiatric hospital, recovering from chronic depression.<\/p>\n<p>I won a GDC pass for the second year in a row but I can\u2019t afford to fly and hang out in San Francisco for a week, like not at all.<\/p>\n<p>I know getting a job where I do what I do best, where I get paid what I should get paid, would alleviate a lot of stress and help me out dealing with a lot of shit around.<\/p>\n<p>So I go back to my military schedule. Feeding my brain with books and expulsing anxiety through ball and bass. Asking for help, hoping for help.<\/p>\n<p>One friend asked me: \u201cwhere do you get your emotional support?\u201d and it got me like <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/v7acD4q0lp0?t=26s\" target=\"_blank\">this<\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>January months are always pretty grim but this one was particularly bad. Got my dad to spew some ignorant, racially charged shit so I ended the call in his face before it went way wrong. We haven\u2019t spoken since. An ex-roommate committed suicide. A super great neighbor that I was looking forward to see more [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2512"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2512"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2512\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2513,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2512\/revisions\/2513"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2512"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2512"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2512"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}