A lot happening and not a lot happening amirite.<\/p>\n
Sports season is over so no more analysis to get my brain busy on non-consequential shit.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m reading a lot about urban design and city plans, how incredibly political and crucial all that stuff is. Architecture analysis. Keeping my brain busy.<\/p>\n
Watching E3\u2019s gameplay demos. Analyzing systems, visuals, what\u2019s being hidden and what\u2019s not. Looking at NPCs, analyzing how they move, on which triggers. What sound can bring. Analyzing.<\/p>\n
Waiting on job applications with candles, prayers, sacrifices<\/strike>. I have my best men and women on this to help me out and well, half the year has passed already and haven\u2019t heard back from uh, no one. It\u2019s rough. I know it\u2019s not me. I got to keep going. Appetite is infinite. Anger is right there. I go back reading about design stuff.<\/p>\n
I have French conversations twice a week with this older white man who\u2019s going on a trip to Normandy later this year. I help those black women with IT stuff. I talk to my young coworker and tell her to keep her head up. Racial tensions are high, they\u2018re just dormant under the scab. Gentrification is really not welcome nor helping. I think LA gangs might start to think of raising some hell. They\u2019re fed up. All south LA is fed up.<\/p>\n
Sometimes I feel like I know too much. You know, the entire map of social relationships. Most people stay in one area and look a little bit over there, but that\u2019s it. I roam all those streets, learn, freak out a bit at what it will take to solve that particular issue. Then I\u2019m tired. Hope for breakfast, anxiety for dinner.<\/p>\n
I started handing my memoir to a few selected readers. Curious to see how they will react. Mentioning a little bit my background floors people. Black people even more. They\u2019re like \u201chow the fuck?\u201d and I\u2019m like \u201cI don\u2019t know\u201d. Still going though.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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