It was not long after Prince passed away in his elevator.<\/p>\n
I was working on this TV show. 12 weeks, twelve to sixteen hours a day, six days a week. It was rough but I was holding up.<\/p>\n
I was driving a lot, from LA to somewhere north of San Diego. We were over the hump, habits and routines well in place. On a return to the set from LA, I was driving alone in my minivan, leaving the 405 traffic to finally zip up south on the 5.<\/p>\n
And then I arrived and couldn\u2019t remember how. Black hole in my memory. Absolutely no recall of the past hour. None. All I could remember was \u201cemerging\u201d on the ramp leading to the parking lot and wondering who the fuck drove the past hour because I felt like I\u2019d just woken up.<\/p>\n
I could remember when I had left LA and the start of the trip. But right before Carlsbad, I couldn\u2019t remember anything at all. I have a pretty good memory of everything. I\u2019ve never experienced before or after such a memory failure\/loss.<\/p>\n
I remember ordering food, waiting in line while I was freaking out because the last part of the trip wasn\u2019t easy freeway. It was mountain roads and ravines. Pitch black. And I had no clue how I had made it. I felt so vulnerable and scared.<\/p>\n
I still don\u2019t know how I made it. I\u2019m happy I\u2019m here and I still remember that day very well. <\/p>\n
I didn\u2019t quit but I was happy to be done with the gig. Exhaustion, man.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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