{"id":3051,"date":"2020-05-07T03:25:14","date_gmt":"2020-05-07T03:25:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/?p=3051"},"modified":"2020-05-07T03:25:14","modified_gmt":"2020-05-07T03:25:14","slug":"aa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/2020\/05\/aa\/","title":{"rendered":"AA"},"content":{"rendered":"

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I remember the headline in February and I remember telling myself \u201cI don\u2019t have time for this right now\u201d. I\u2019m sorry, Ahmaud Arbery. it\u2019s been truly crazy. The way your life ended abruptly has been, too. <\/p>\n

The video leaked yesterday and popped up in my feed, I didn\u2019t have the time to read the description. The murder was already happening. Right under it, the story of a black woman doing more™.<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t think. I just want to hold my Black beloved ones against my chest and breathe them forever. You can never leave me. I gauge at how high I can charge up my anger. Too high. That\u2019s self-destruction high and I can\u2019t afford that. I\u2019m building. I\u2019m securing. I\u2019m maintaining. I\u2019m having flashbacks. They always happen. The previous dead black bodies that were not supposed to go cold anytime soon.<\/p>\n

Rest is all there is.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I remember the headline in February and I remember telling myself \u201cI don\u2019t have time for this right now\u201d. I\u2019m sorry, Ahmaud Arbery. it\u2019s been truly crazy. The way your life ended abruptly has been, too. The video leaked yesterday and popped up in my feed, I didn\u2019t have the time to read the description. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3051"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3051"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3051\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3052,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3051\/revisions\/3052"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3051"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3051"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3051"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}