{"id":3084,"date":"2020-06-02T03:50:42","date_gmt":"2020-06-02T03:50:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/?p=3084"},"modified":"2020-06-02T03:50:42","modified_gmt":"2020-06-02T03:50:42","slug":"holding-on","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/2020\/06\/holding-on\/","title":{"rendered":"Holding on"},"content":{"rendered":"

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It\u2019s dead quiet besides my mellow funk in the background. I\u2019m watching this sunset, breeze flowing in my face through the tiny squares of the screen. A couple explosions. A siren. Summer in just a few weeks. Wow.<\/p>\n

I saw about David McAtee.<\/p>\n

Some friends are breaking down, going through a lot. I don\u2019t know how I\u2019m holding on. I keep at my routines like a cop macing a protester. I drink a lot of water before jumping on social media. I tell myself that no news is still good news, it\u2019s the truth. I send mental messages to the people I think about. Pretty sure they\u2019re receiving them, it is science after all.<\/p>\n

I\u2019d like to say I love you to all of my beautiful black people out there.<\/p>\n

I love you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

It\u2019s dead quiet besides my mellow funk in the background. I\u2019m watching this sunset, breeze flowing in my face through the tiny squares of the screen. A couple explosions. A siren. Summer in just a few weeks. Wow. I saw about David McAtee. Some friends are breaking down, going through a lot. I don\u2019t know […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3084"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3084"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3084\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3085,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3084\/revisions\/3085"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3084"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3084"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3084"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}