{"id":916,"date":"2009-08-04T21:48:09","date_gmt":"2009-08-04T21:48:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/chocobeam.me\/playground\/2009\/08\/us-me\/"},"modified":"2009-08-04T21:48:09","modified_gmt":"2009-08-04T21:48:09","slug":"us-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/2009\/08\/us-me\/","title":{"rendered":"US Me"},"content":{"rendered":"

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What to say?<\/p>\n

That I have never been that happy in life? That it\u2019s the best summer ever? Or that it\u2019s gonna be the best autumn of the galaxy at least for me?<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want to make you more jealous that you already are.<\/p>\n

Seriously though, there is still some unsolved and important stuff to deal with but at the same time it\u2019s always the case whatever you do so..<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know which subject to talk about living here, on Sunset blvd. I\u2019m pretty sure it\u2019s gonna be about food and diet though :) I\u2019m still in the process of assimilation of cultural differences. I miss nothing in the everyday life compared to France, at least for now. At the opposite getting back to Paris scared me and made me regret L.A. Not only for Her.<\/p>\n

I have unleashed the archives to december 2005 and re-reading some stuff I can\u2019t say I\u2019m not having what I wanted. It\u2019s all happening. It\u2019s scary fabulous. I\u2019m suspicious about the scary part.<\/p>\n

Maybe I miss to speak\/hear french. That\u2019s why I\u2019m finding myself listening to \u201cLibre comme l\u2019air\u201d <\/em>from Reciprok french hiphop band (la hontassse). I feel so constricted in english, checking so many times my grammar and all. Eventually it\u2019s gonna be automatic.<\/p>\n

But man, this weather.. I breath better with roads everywhere and an ocean breeze than in Paris with woods but no breeze at all, just a big annoying wind. And fucking rain.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s awkward to listen to the music I know in a completely different environment like one song was reminding how much I wanted some change, looking at the moon, freezing in my appartment while playing before having some soup. <\/p>\n


Paris, I\u2019m not missing your cloudy mood. At all. I need an amp though.<\/em> <\/p>\n

It\u2019s weird because I didn\u2019t believe that I would find something or someone in the US. I was just fed up with Paris and parisians. I even wondered if I would not return in the french countryside, making music and growing vegetables. Even if I know that I\u2019m too urban for that, it was tempting. Living cheaply, independantly, no bullshit, just jokes weed&wine. I was thinking about it so hard when back in my less than 300 people village.<\/p>\n

And then a few weeks later, I\u2019m starting a life in a 11 million people city. It makes me wonder what is next? Well for now some funk legends live<\/a>. It\u2019s like that my friend!<\/p>\n

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What to say? That I have never been that happy in life? That it\u2019s the best summer ever? Or that it\u2019s gonna be the best autumn of the galaxy at least for me? I don\u2019t want to make you more jealous that you already are. Seriously though, there is still some unsolved and important stuff […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/916"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=916"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/916\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=916"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=916"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/har0ld.com\/playground\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=916"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}