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Bernard Wright

He is the kind of musician and American man that has been around me in the most craziest ways.

First, his 1985 megahit “Who Do You Love” that was on the radio worldwide from when it came out to the mid 90s. Just a beautiful, simple, unique pop song.

Then it’s 1995, Skee-Lo’s I Wish is super popular, samples Bernard’s Spinnin’ song. The music video is happening on the very playground where I have been playing basketball for eight years now.

I discovered the sample on my own in the 2000s by learning Marcus Miller’s basslines and being like “HOLUUUP”.

At that time I also read a lot about those super funky cats playing badass grooves in Jamaica, Queens. Bernard Wright, Don Blackman, Marcus Miller, Tom Browne, Lenny White, Toni Smith… Not only those mfs were monster musicians, but they created those samples used everywhere in 90s hip-hop.

The sad part is that they are leaving this planet. Toni, Don and now Bernard.

Bernard toured with my love Meshell Ndgeocello. He was the musical director for Roberta Flack. A prodigy, probably a tormented life –he started touring at 13 but probably a good soul.

58 is so young for a musician. You can still learn new chords in your seventies. Rest in Power, brother.

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Mossberg

I always have a FLW book open on my coffee table and I check houses on YouTube from time to time, to see if a new tour is available. Well, the Mossberg house had one I hadn’t seen yet!

It’s great design, filled with a lot of junk y’all (just kidding). That main room is simply wonderful.

At first I disliked FLW forcing small bedrooms but now I get it. You only need that much space to sleep and uh, do things. Otherwise just utilize the super neat common areas. “Use the freaking house, don’t live in your room!” the architect said and acted on. Respect, bro.

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Deconstruction of hate

“The basic needs (for life, for safety and security, for belongingness and affection, for respect and self-respect, and for self-actualization), the basic human emotions and the basic human capacities are on their face either neutral, pre-moral or positively “good.” Destructiveness, sadism, cruelty, malice, etc., seem so far not intrinsic but rather they seem to be violent reactions against frustration of our intrinsic needs, emotions and capacities.”

Abraham Maslow, in Toward a Psychology of Being (‘happened to be reading it these days)

How do we create a world where people don’t have violent reactions against frustration? By focusing on eliminating said frustration.

The frustration comes down to: these people get that, and I don’t.

This is easy to solve: give enough to everyone so that everyone stays away from frustration.

Do I believe that a UBI system and sustainable, healthy housing would have avoided the Buffalo shooting? Yes, and countless, constant and invisible other violence would be eliminated too.

When intrinsic needs, emotions and capacities are met, hate doesn’t form, doesn’t blossom.

We supremely need that. And we can afford it, that’s without saying.

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Keep going

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Vision Zero is trash

‘Vision Zero’ at a Crossroads as U.S. Traffic Death Rise – Bloomberg

They reduced my boulevard from two lanes to one lane+bike lane, and it’s been terrible.

I drive and use my bicycle everyday, it sucks in both cases. It’s such a dumb design on a straight line. It is now actually and honestly less safe, yay.

Imposing European things on top of West coast America is not only dumb, it’s bizarre.

Density is low in LA, it’s a feature called Quality of Life. But that means we need cars, yes. Accidents happen and there won’t ever be anything close to zero deaths. That’s idiotic and quite disrespectful considering how we’re dealing with 1 million dead in two years of plague.

I can’t find the source right now, but here are the city plan steps of failure:

– Look at a complex and confusing reality, such as the social dynamics of an old city

– Fail to understand all the subtleties of how the complex reality works

– Attribute that failure to the irrationality of what you are looking at, rather than your own limitations

– Come up with an idealized blank-slate vision of what that reality ought to look like

– Argue that the relative simplicity and platonic orderliness of the vision represents rationality

– Use authoritarian power to impose that vision, by demolishing the old reality if necessary

– Watch your rational Utopia fail horribly

Congratulations West Adams, you tick every single box here!

I vote to revert back to two lanes.

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Journos, man

“So what we have here is a bit of an urban mystery. If America’s biggest metros are shrinking, why are their housing markets on fire? And if rents are rising in almost all of these cities, how can they possibly be shrinking?” (the Atlantic)

Because the invisible hand of the market doesn’t exist. The housing market is on fire because landlords said “we want more”. That’s it. That’s the answer.

It’s the most frustrating thing to see journalists not understand for a second that economics and markets are completely man-made and thus, biased and gamed and not based on neutral laws of physics.

Investigate that “urban mystery” shit, please.

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Single CPU

“Surprisingly, because most CAD and computer graphics programs are still largely not optimized for multi-threaded processors, the fastest workstations are typically using whatever processor tops the single core compute performance category, not the multicore. They are then paired with as much ram as the chipset supports. Also, when you are talking about pro graphics cards like Radeon Pro and the RTX A (formerly called quadro) lines, it only pays to upgrade to the next gen graphics card once your software vendor has had a year or two to integrate with a new hardware gen’s capabilities. The pro gfx card market (at least when it pertains to OpenGL performance) is one area that will actually punish you for being too early an adopter, which is disappointing when cards go for several thousands of dollars new. The whole area of CG software has been stagnating for 5 years while OpenGL driver improvements have fallen out of favor for more bare metal processing approaches that are only now getting to feature parody and developer adoption like vulkan. Hopefully the next few years brings a positive trend in CG price to performance again as these new architectures actually start shipping in CG software products. As someone who works daily in CAD, the performance stagnation over the last 5-10 years has been depressing to say the least.”

CAD and CG programs are some of the most demanding programs out there. We’ve had multi-threaded processors for *checks notes* forty years! And CAD and CG programs for about the same time.

But it’s 2022 and those programs still work best with single core compute performance.

It fascinates me because I’ve often heard game programmers wanting to get away from multi-threaded programming; it is an absolute nightmare of optimization (but engineers like to tinker for 7 straight years on things like that, so).

It makes sense that a single core is better; just throw your code, all your code at it and let the machine do what it’s supposed to do, at maximum speed. With multi-core you have to organize and sync your code, which as you might guess, is really fun to do and not slowing things down at all. Multi-threaded processors were a mistake, in a way.

The reality is that our computers are so sophisticated these days, that there’s not a single team out there able to actually use those beasts as efficiently as possible.

We just keep on wasting. I wish we didn’t.

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The tweet is a lie

Twitter blocked my account for a tweet I did not make · Jacques Mattheij

“It certainly is worrisome, a lot of very powerful people use Twitter and I generally assume that what is written under their accounts really is written by them. Time to revisit that assumption, apparently.”

There’s just something about social media and smartphones hacking that is very worrisome: we do not know anything. Even very tech savvy folks don’t understand what’s going on.

I repeat: even programmers who know a computer far better than the average person, can’t control what apps are doing.

Pegasus is probably a lot bigger than what they try to tell us. There’s probably a Pegasus lite for “only” tracking and not having access to the whole phone. I can’t even imagine what Airtags and bluetooth hacks can bring up today. People share absolutely everything through everything (source: I do helpdesk in a public library).

Same with social media. We know social media companies are entirely ruthless when it comes to their users, stealing your account if they need to, for instance. And once again, those apps are on smartphones, have access to all kinds of personal stuff that they sell and make money off of.

Use laptops, get shit done and close all that. Yes, close your eyes too.

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In 22

Older Customer: “thank you so much! Can I buy you some lunch?”

Me: “I’d appreciate that, thank you!”

*hands me $5*

Me:

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Americanah

“The exaggerated gratitude that came with immigration insecurity.”

“And she had the sudden sensation of fogginess, of a milky web through which she tried to claw. Her autumn of half blindness had begun, the autumn of puzzlements, of experiences she had knowing there were slippery layers of meaning that eluded her.”

“It seemed to me that in America blacks and whites work together but don’t play together, and here (UK) blacks and white play together but don’t work together,”

I enjoyed Americanah from Chimamanda Ngozie Adichie. Immigration stories, iykyk.

A bit long, though.