Category: Me Myself&I

There’s so much going on about Wikileaks. It was going great, bringing transparence through a thick coat of BS, revealing what we could guess or what we were totally suspecting. It was nice in terms of public image for the White Knight.

Obviously with Julian Assange’s sexual assault charge it’s less the case. We don’t know everything yet but it appears that the Whitemare like Jon Stewart called him really did some bad things. The all “sex by surprise” thing.

I don’t know what is going to happen with his arrest but the fact that a lot of people find normal that once you say yes to have sex automatically means that whatever happens after saying no is invalid ,really confuses me. The dude has to finish is that it? Seriously, WTF.

The thing is if Julian had been a bit more of a gentleman or let’s say if he hadn’t been a complete douche on a booty call, Wikileaks and him would be in a very different –and I guess better- situation right now.

Bummer.

People are not stupid.

First, we always say “never underestimate your enemy/opponent” but we’re still so eager to consider that a vast majority of people are dumb? It doesn’t make sense and I always had a hard time to deal with this stereotype. And something is always going to remind me that now.

It was two years ago or so, I was visiting my foster parents in the countryside. One of my foster dad’s friend was coming over. He’s a farmer, he looks like a farmer, smells like a farmer and never drinks water if you know what I mean. I swear you would think he’s straight out of the Middle Age with his tanned face and bad teeth (for the ones still here).

Anyway, he’s having his glass of Pastis 51 (sans water) and we’re chatting briefly, I’m saying that I’m about to go for the first time in the US. He’s looking at me, his iced-blue eyes wide open.

And there, I’m an asshole. I think that I made him dream, I think that he obviously never left the region in more than sixty years, maybe went to Paris.

He’s telling me that he’s been to Chicago once. I’m like, maybe a trip to see a John Deere’s convention. But he’s explaining to me that he went there to bail out a cousin, who had been in jail after some serious problems with these people. So he had to bail him out, drive him back in Chicago, deal with the lawyer…

I know. I was amazed in every way. That he could do that, amazed at how I felt superior and so shitty so rapidly there after.

I was happy. Not just for the slap in my ego’s shitface, but simply because it gives hope and trust that people are capable. People are capable and not dumb. They learn.

After they know, it’s all about persistence.

It’s a strange feeling to see someone so important in your life getting so close to death. I feel stupid because there’s no surprise, cancer is a bitch. Two years it’s been going down, slowly. No surprise.

But I’m all like fffffffuuuuuuuuu.

I just wish I could be there helping him dealing with the pain, helping her with him. Maybe a last joke or two. Or three.

I read a couple of threads out there about the US and the lack of culture VS Europe and its abundance of culture. I feel I have something to say about it.

First, it should be separated between output of culture (creation, content gets out) and input of culture (consumption, content gets in).

There’s no debate about what the US brought in our human culture. I’m just thinking about music and it’s overwhelmingly a US thing since 100 years. The output volume is gigantic.

In terms of input though, the US are pretty bad and it makes sense because they’re a lot busy creating and thinking $$$. Europe is the consumption place.

I was thinking the other day that my friend and I had access to US music that was not even commercially successful in their own country at this time –94, Korn-. Thanks to a lot of passionate people in the chain, we had access almost in real time to what’s hot in California and across the world, with just one store in the suburbs of Paris.

I’m sure people didn’t have access to what’s hot in Marseille or Osaka in a store in Portland at this time.

It’s an old thing: English people were consuming US black music like crazy (that’s how the Beatles and so many others are born, playing RnB stuff they bought  on 45s, excited) when all these musicians were poor if not homeless or about to die anonymously in the United States, their country. Hendrix was already a star in Europe and despite having played more than 10 years in his country, the US needed Paul McCartney’s recommendation of Jimi Hendrix band for Monterey to actually approve the talent of the most famous lefty in the world since then. Kind of pathetic.

This tells so much about what culture is about in the US: making bucks first (Zynga market valuation, so not right).

I remember reading Miles Davis biography being mad because he was unknown in his own country while he was a god in France. Same with Booker T and the MGs. Same with Quincy Jones etc. Once I had a private message on YouTube asking me: “how did you see this band ?? They’re from L.A. I’m in NYC and I’ve never seen them here ever!!”. Saw them twice in Paris, for cheap.

Europe culturally just likes anything new to consume. We had mangas almost fifteen years before they hit the US. In France the connection with what was going on culturally in Japan was as short as a few years. Without internet.

But it’s not just with culture outside of the country. When I see that the Sequoia National Park, a few hours away from L.A. is almost unknown to people in the city, my European brain doesn’t understand: these trees only grow naturally here, these are 2000 years old living organisms, there are two of the biggest trees in the world… I mean If California was in France, everybody living in L.A. would have done a trip in this forest and be bored about it. Yeah, yeah giant trees whatever…

Stax Records. Look at this fucking list of artists. The legendary studio A recorded some of the most immortal US music ever. Of course it has been destroyed:

The Stax studio was sold by the Union Planters Bank to Southside Church of God in Christ, located nearby on McLemore Avenue. Except for a brief time when it was used as a soup kitchen, it was allowed to deteriorate so it was torn down in 1989.

It’s like the UK destroyed Abbey Road Studios which started in 1931. Well, they didn’t:

At the end of 2009, the studios came under threat of sale to property developers, but the studio received historic site status from the British government in 2010 to protect it.

The US have a real problem with long term, sustain and respect keywords. They are too busy creating and successfully exporting entertainment –a big part of culture- while ignoring a bit too much everything else including local things that don’t make a shitload of money. During that time in Europe the creative success is usually weak, unsupported and doesn’t go much further than its own national borders while if you haven’t seen this super weird and obscure movie from New Zealand that just got out you totally suck. And if you don’t know some US trash TV or don’t listen to that 3 month old Canadian indie electro rock band you suck even more. This cultural elitism is so poisoning sometimes.

To conclude, both world are unbalanced.

Read this NY Times article yesterday (if the article doesn’t show up, copy/paste the title in Google and then click the link). Can’t really get my mind off it. Cold hard facts:

• "Only 12 percent of black fourth-grade boys are proficient in reading, compared with 38 percent of white boys, and only 12 percent of black eighth-grade boys are proficient in math, compared with 44 percent of white boys."
• Also, young white male students who are in poverty do as well as young black male students who are not in poverty.
• "In high school, African-American boys drop out at nearly twice the rate of white boys, and their SAT scores are on average 104 points lower."
• Only 5% of college students in 2008 were black men. At the same time, black men were incarcerated more than any other demographic group—at 6.5 times the rate of white males.

Between that and thinking about what I see here in L.A. or what’s happening in the South after Katrina, all these families broken etc

For the first time in my life about this racial issue, I feel hopeless. Desperately hopeless. How to break the loop, I don’t fucking know.

In France well it’s not as dramatic but it’s awful enough. It’s like black people there saw how much the US way wasn’t working during the past thirty years and how hard it was for a handful of them to succeed. And France has a colonial past, meaning a past of slavery with its minorities that makes some people able to hire illegal immigrants from Africa, get their passports and make them work for 20 years without doing nothing to legalize their situations. It doesn’t feel like an open environment to succeed for their children. It’s survival, by any means necessary, anger, violence etc Add the fact that the culture of praising self made people is inexistent and you have a recipe for disaster.

Meanwhile an old white man is dying in its old white small village, a man that a lot would consider racist though he took care of me for six years, made me jump on his lap and has a giant picture of me above his bed. I don’t know what connection we have, it’s hard to define. But we have it, no matter what. By reading all that stuff on black people vs the world it seems inconceivable but this shit is real to me. Real. Defying the norm and reducing it into powder.

Extremely lucky. Extremely isolated too.

I can’t get over this Lonnie Johnson story. It’s actually old news from a few years ago.

I’m speechless reading his amazing journey. I’m excited with his invention, backed up by the scientific community as something that has enough potential to dramatically change the world (yeah, I’m into this shit these days).

And yet Lonnie struggles to finance his research. I can’t get over this either.

When I read about his perfect career at the Air Force and NASA (received multiple achievement awards), his perfect life (helps children in Georgia and created jobs around his hometown), I don’t understand. There’s something deeply wrong in this country well known as Entrepreneur Land when a man like Lonnie is in difficulty to do research on his JTEC engine prototype and maybe start a worldwide revolution.

I mean the effing PARC said  about the invention “ it’s a very clever way to extract energy from a heat engine … It’s incredibly elegant.” But the defense about why Lonnie’s concept and prototype are not heavily funded is basically this (comment from ycombinator):

Investing in this is a huge risk since even though the concept might actually work it may turn out that there’s no economical sane way to enter mass production. In addition there’s still the doubt of "too good to be true" because it usually is.

A huge risk to invest a couple million dollars in order to change the entire energy economy, opening new markets? We have games, websites, failing with hundreds of million $ of funding, how come investing even half of that in the potential of the JTEC is crazy?? And if there’s still a doubt how the fuck are you going to make it disappear if you don’t help? It’s the kind of argument you could use for any invention Humanity discovered. It’s almost nonsense to stop at “it’s a risk” in R&D. R&D is about taking risks and minimizing or at least manage them.

Like another comment said, “if an electric sports car for the rich can get funded, so can this guy.”

Well apparently not.

Yeah, he’s a minority. In his skin. In his way and fields he’s doing research –from working on spacecrafts for the government to create squirt guns on its own to building an engine with both private and public interest-, he’s different, not academic, too cool. Probably a bad seller too.

But the man’s definitely got something, how come he be pretty much left alone in his little town in Georgia with no or very little funding available? Lonnie wants to stay independent and that doesn’t make it easy to get funding I guess. Still, how come?? MIT? Jay Z? Bill Gates? Fucking somebody??  

He gave a keynote almost two years ago and the goal was to develop a 25 Kilowatts engine in less than three years with the help of PARC.

Nothing in the news.

During that time, here’s a scale of R&D investments in different types of energy compared to the cost of the war in Iraq. Scroll down and cry.

So my question is: should I start a Kickstarter project and help a brother out?

When you type “how much” in Google, the second choice is “how much house can I afford”.

It made me think about sustainable housing, I’m reading fascinating stuff about it. I realized how much it was a huge game changer thing.

A rent @ 1500 a month for 6 years equals 108 000. That’s a lot of money. It bothers me that people pay rents for years for shitty places they will never own and that for the exact same amount of money they could afford to finance and build in a few months, a highly efficient passive house providing a really good quality of life for their family. Today.

We need to spend more time on this problem. Now.

The game changer thing is that for the first in history, we’re disconnecting Quality of Life from income even for something as definitive as owning a house. Before, only people working like crazy and making a ton of money could afford nice and comfortable places we all deserve. Now with cheap material, highly efficient designs and technology costs going down all the time, there is no scarcity about it. It’s actually the opposite.

What I envision is that young people will at some point have mortgage to pay for owning their sustainable space. Instead of paying for education –which is going to be soon all online, anytime, anywhere, for almost free- people will pay for their future home, maybe design and assemble it too.

What would it be to work two jobs to pay the mortgage and going back home confident, to a durable nice shelter of yours instead of working two jobs, pay for education and huge rent for a poor place while not knowing if all that is going to make you live decently later? Why later again?

I think the difference is mindblowing. I think it’s going to make people so much less stressed out. At a big scale it might change the world in a way I can’t even really imagine now.

Meet Fincube, a sustainable modular small house (47m² 505 sq/feet).

Anyway for now the focus is to get the price down and there’s a lot of room for it: local, natural, recycle materials, new design, better efficiency… Sustainable housing requires a lot of customization on site and that’s another big plus: it drives small businesses, you know, 99.7% of employer firms and usually around half or more of the economy of a country.

By the way America, you lag very hard on the subject: as today there’s around 25 000 certified passive structures already built in Europe. There are 13 in the United States.

So prop 19 didn’t make it. For me the good thing about it wasn’t really about California, where everyone can smoke some good weed pretty much everywhere, anytime.

For me the purpose was to send a message to the rest of the country and the world. Yes, we’re pretty smart and responsible now and we want that shit to be legal, thank you.

But it’s more complicated than that. Some well known pot-activist were saying no and there’s a lot that makes sense.

Anyway this morning I stumble upon some Le Monde article: "legalizing marijuana, tracking E.T., props rejected".

sigh.

These fuckers know how to turn a title to make you think that UFOs and drugs are you know, hippies and weirdos.

Yes Le Monde, I see what you did there and knowing the situation about drugs in France, knowing that there’s certainly a good amount of people at the newspaper HQ doing drugs, reading a title like this reminds me how much you’re a bunch of fucking hypocrite dinosaurs, lame ass bitches only good to suck anything that any government will tell you to. I hope you die in hell.

When I was young reading this classic manga, I always thought that the world described in was absurd and yet charming with this blend of high tech, simple country life with a few mega pole.

I am now considering that it might be our future. To a curiously accurate extent.

Here’s a  (full) description of Earth in the Dragon Ball world:

Politically, Earth has a planet-wide constitutional monarchy. It is divided into 43 "sectors"

Absurd!! I was thinking during the early 90s. Kings are things from the past! Well now here’s the facts:

“The total household wealth in the world has been estimated at $125 trillion in year 2000. 90% of this wealth is held by people in North America, Europe, and high-income Asian countries, and 1% of adults are estimated to hold 40% of world wealth, a number which falls to 32% when adjusted for purchasing power parity.”

Of course it’s worse in 2010 (in the US the top 20% holds 85% of the wealth, note the opinion difference).That just looks like a monarchy, including the fact that this 20% of people can do whatever they want politically. Oh wait they can and they abuse it!

But what makes me think that this planet-wide monarchy could happen is that the 99% other adults are often dreaming about being part of this over-wealthy 1%. Just in the software realm the Apple AppStore works this way, even controlled by a dictatorship people are happy even if the facts are bad, really bad (half of all developers will earn less than $682 per year, read that twice). People believe and you can’t do nothing against that. Hope, even a not-so-smart one is powerful.

Hope ensures the system to go on and on forever to deliver just that, a constitutional monarchy across the world populated by millions of little communities everywhere (decentralization from a corrupted and pyramidal state) with 4 or 5 mega pole simply called East West South North Central City where people would try to make it. It doesn’t seem crazy for me: L.A./NYC, Paris/Marseille, Barcelona/Madrid… It’s already the case. Also we definitely need the same rights, assignments, economic rules everywhere. If we solve all the conflicts of today, it would do that: making everybody ok on how we live on Earth, under the same “mega” state.

Other point, younger I thought the future would be you know, all the future at once, crazy cities and flying cars. But probably it would happen as in Dragon Ball and as in real world today: technology adds itself but doesn’t destroy the older one. We spend insane amount of time in front of computers yet books are still here and worth some big businesses, still.

Let’s go deeper. 

“Though less common, intelligent anthropomorphic (and sometimes non-anthropomorphic) animals such as Oolong and Puar are integrated into the population and are well-adjusted and are also accepted as people. (This is similar to fairy tale animals in European fiction)”

I don’t know if intelligent anthropomorphic animals are going to happen but we’re sure crazy about these dogs cats and whatever animal you like. We even use terrorist-class systems to track down people treating kitties badly and the internet is having some sort of obsession with cats dogs and other cute non human living things. And maybe evolution is going to help them getting more like us: some dogs know how to ride Moscow metro to hang around the city.

So to conclude, a world based on a monarchy populated with robots (btw look at this video, I want one too and also, ROBOT NANNIES via Sean), old and weird people, indestructible old machines, little businesses, community-driven jobs, cheap and simple high quality of life with smart animals, ruled by a powerful, arbitrary but distant political system seems plausible.

I don’t know if Akira Toriyama thought about the accuracy of its world… Anyway, looking forward for these capsules…

One of the first on the road.

General Sherman, largest tree in the world.

Lords of the forest since the Ice Age.

 
It wouldn’t bend over.

After a few hours of driving from the level of the sea to around 2000 meters up in the mountains, there they are. Thousands years old fat ass sequoias. It’s amazing because it’s so sudden: from L.A. you cross the big plain before Bakersfield with nothing but flat fields. Then it’s little bushes on hills on the way to the forest. And then in 20 minutes there are trees everywhere and “holy shit” giant trees.

Magic. You feel you’re going to see a giant monster ala Shadow of the Colossus or Totoro walking slowly in the mist…