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MerryChristmasHappyNewYEar

What a crazy year.

It feels even more crazy by standing here, between Christmas and New Year’s Eve in underwear in sunny Los Angeles when I always been calling names the lack of sky in Paris and the fucking cold weather.

I’ve been busy transferring at last this blog to a WordPress engine on a new server. Nothing should change for you but I’ll let you know if it does.

–insert paragraph about how it’s pretty complicated to move 1,000 posts from Windows Server to Apache and how I did it all by myself with the help of the interweb-

Also these Steam sales are insanely satisfying. I hope Valve will release the numbers because they must be the best ever.

But back to these crazy twelve months. I think I got enough emotions and ideas to create and build stuff for the next decade.

Peace out, reader. And have an outstanding next year.

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Music

Hear the producer

The original beat and lyrics from Fat Joe’s Represent album.

The DJ Premier’s version. That is all.

I mean it’s just so vastly superior in every way, yet it’s exactly the same lyrics, the same voice track. But the work in the intro –always does much more than what you think-, the perfect blue tone provided by Primo’s mad sample surgeon skills,  the groove from the beat, mixed with Fat Joe’s voice… I don’t know, all of sudden the shit is definitely not a joke anymore.

Somehow –oh wait, maybe it’s because I’m producing music too- but somehow it’s not great to see that the dude talking or the girl singing gets all the credit while the one building the sonic landscape actually IS the true craftsman/craftswoman pumping blood in a song. Always.

For real.

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Me Myself&I

WikiPRfail

There’s so much going on about Wikileaks. It was going great, bringing transparence through a thick coat of BS, revealing what we could guess or what we were totally suspecting. It was nice in terms of public image for the White Knight.

Obviously with Julian Assange’s sexual assault charge it’s less the case. We don’t know everything yet but it appears that the Whitemare like Jon Stewart called him really did some bad things. The all “sex by surprise” thing.

I don’t know what is going to happen with his arrest but the fact that a lot of people find normal that once you say yes to have sex automatically means that whatever happens after saying no is invalid ,really confuses me. The dude has to finish is that it? Seriously, WTF.

The thing is if Julian had been a bit more of a gentleman or let’s say if he hadn’t been a complete douche on a booty call, Wikileaks and him would be in a very different –and I guess better- situation right now.

Bummer.

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Me Myself&I

Stoopid

People are not stupid.

First, we always say “never underestimate your enemy/opponent” but we’re still so eager to consider that a vast majority of people are dumb? It doesn’t make sense and I always had a hard time to deal with this stereotype. And something is always going to remind me that now.

It was two years ago or so, I was visiting my foster parents in the countryside. One of my foster dad’s friend was coming over. He’s a farmer, he looks like a farmer, smells like a farmer and never drinks water if you know what I mean. I swear you would think he’s straight out of the Middle Age with his tanned face and bad teeth (for the ones still here).

Anyway, he’s having his glass of Pastis 51 (sans water) and we’re chatting briefly, I’m saying that I’m about to go for the first time in the US. He’s looking at me, his iced-blue eyes wide open.

And there, I’m an asshole. I think that I made him dream, I think that he obviously never left the region in more than sixty years, maybe went to Paris.

He’s telling me that he’s been to Chicago once. I’m like, maybe a trip to see a John Deere’s convention. But he’s explaining to me that he went there to bail out a cousin, who had been in jail after some serious problems with these people. So he had to bail him out, drive him back in Chicago, deal with the lawyer…

I know. I was amazed in every way. That he could do that, amazed at how I felt superior and so shitty so rapidly there after.

I was happy. Not just for the slap in my ego’s shitface, but simply because it gives hope and trust that people are capable. People are capable and not dumb. They learn.

After they know, it’s all about persistence.

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Audio&Games

Learn Up

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By seeing this funny picture on the internet I couldn’t help but think about something Roberta Williams said more than 10 years ago:

Back when I got started, which sounds like ancient history, back then the demographics of people who were into computer games, was totally different, in my opinion, than they are today. Back then, computers were more expensive, which made them more exclusive to people who were maybe at a certain income level, or education level. So the people that played computer games 15 years ago were that type of person. They probably didn’t watch television as much, and the instant gratification era hadn’t quite grown the way it has lately. I think in the last 5 or 6 years, the demographics have really changed, now this is my opinion, because computers are less expensive so more people can afford them. More "average" people now feel they should own one.

Which is a good thing. For some people it might feel like a loss of power but technology needs to spread out over the world to really make a difference and spread the computer entertainment as another source of joy along with music movies books and tv.

The problem was not about more people accessing computers and consoles. The problem was that for economical and technology reasons since the 90s, the game industry suffered extreme genre-ification. Which was also ok on the social aspect of games because people love to put things in boxes (think music styles). The genre-ification pushed certain game design rules that are always the same since then, just getting better at maintaining the player in the game. The graphic sausage fest did the rest to keep eyes off the fact that we can do something more compelling than just a dumb car simulator or a dumb war simulator. For the 1000th time.

Interestingly though, since more than ten years consumers, gamers are getting more and more confident with interfaces, menus and interactiveness: WoW, Internet, Facebook, Nintendo DS, smartphones, you name it.

So saying that people need simplicity because the majority of them are dumb and bored people with boring jobs is not only disrespectful, it’s simply not true. People are getting better at everything, all the time.

People like to learn, it’s a core part of the brain, it’s the natural high we experiment since we’re starting to not poop in our pants and feeling good about it. Games are about learning, that’s where everything is going on. In the 80s early 90s games were awesome because of that, there was a huge variety of games and you had to spend some time to understand and enjoy them, would it be an adventure game on PC or a shoot’em up on console or MechWarrior II. You had to learn how it works and enjoy it. The time to learn didn’t matter, it could be fast with an arcade game or awfully long with a flight simulator but you were always learning something on your own. The only problem with these games was that penalties were usually not cool (die all the time). But that’s not why we were playing these games over and over, trying new things, experimenting. It was because they were open to you to express your smart ass on how to solve this problem in the game would it be a puzzle a boss battle etc

Today’s big games don’t want you to learn. They want you to “have fun” and control it tightly (linearity and achievements). But having fun is after the learning part, it’s when you feel that you groked enough to be able to look back and think “yeah, this is fun” right? It means you understood. For me that’s why so many games feel shallow. You don’t learn on your own you’re now at school, waiting for grades and told that you cannot run in the hallway. How lame.

I regret that you can’t learn to get better at a game by understanding concepts or paradigms by simply entering a new world after launching it. These days, it’s so rare.

It works, it worked. But also I’m sure it would work because people are not stupid. More in the next post.

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My foster dad

It’s a strange feeling to see someone so important in your life getting so close to death. I feel stupid because there’s no surprise, cancer is a bitch. Two years it’s been going down, slowly. No surprise.

But I’m all like fffffffuuuuuuuuu.

I just wish I could be there helping him dealing with the pain, helping her with him. Maybe a last joke or two. Or three.