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Summer11

Hi.

I played a Nintendo DS game which asked me to use the pad and the stylus at the same time. Except that there’s no way to change anything about it, the game controls or my left-handedness. Whatever, the game was awful. 

I got hooked on Gordon Ramsay’s shows. I now know the formula and can’t cook or prepare food without imaginarily hearing “fock me” or “WhatAShame” in my back.

Netflix is cool, unless you have a good TV and that you’re watching an old 1988 movie that just looks like a .rm full screen on your ten year old 21” CRT, buffering excluded (though sometimes, it happens). Not cool then.

I don’t care if Intelligentsia is an expensive hipster place with phonies hanging around, their coffee is good as fuck.

Sometimes I can’t believe how many different things I do with just a laptop and three USB ports.

I haven’t joined Google+ yet and I still can’t keep up with my news stream. So I’m good.

No time to work on my game but HELL, the more the game industry moves, the more I feel on a right track, right project, right angle. I’m just stuck with stupid tech problems but eventually, it will happen.

Also two weeks ago:

‘was awesome.

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omfg

This isn’t healthy for me to not write. Though I’m quite busy composing for a Facebook game, I have too much shit in my mind. I feel that I learned just so much about myself and the world around in three years. I’d love to share my thoughts and findings and stuff but that would be pretty long. It reinforced everything I believed in though. I guess.

So here’s a picture of one of those sunset that L.A. has and a sound I did a while ago.


I can’t get enough of it.

Interlude by Harold

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Audio&Games

Spectrum

I’m always wondering why am I constantly going back to play some music instead of playing games. I have dozens of them on Steam, waiting for me, I have MinefuckingCraft, emulators with plenty, thousands of web games out there… But all I can do is grab my bass, my guitar or sit in front of my keyboard and play, toy, learn. This slide helped me to understand that.


Wideness

Music covers a bigger spectrum of the experience of gameplay. What is so great is that I can play music by following a song, doing exactly the same as the bassist does, following the rules. Or I can play music and improvise my own patterns, developing my own melodies and have the freedom fun. Both are great and needed. Going from end to end of the spectrum is awesome, I can’t stop doing that. Back and forth.

There is not enough games going toward, designed for the play feel. The game I spent most of my time these past years is Tony Hawk on DS because I  launch a quick “free skate” session and I can do whatever the hell I want. Same with Test Drive III from the last century. Same with Deus Ex. Freedom, improvisation in games are so great too. People play GTA for the sandbox environment more than the stupid ass story that we watched in much better movies ten times already. It strikes me that people playing games LOVE freedom too. So much. And yet so many game developers hire a writer to come up with a story when it’s just not important (the theme however, is. More on that later). Anyway it’s changing, slowly (Flower, Journey from ThatGameCompany).

I think the “play feeling” auto-generates the ability to build our own challenges, our own goals. It’s pretty fun on its own and it teaches us independent thinking and not depending on external rewards. I’m starting to see that people born during the 90s, deep fried into the reward society we built (especially you old farts), are unable to make decisions and set goals on their own, they need help. Once they are set they’re good but the independent system in their brain is underexploited, poorly efficient and trained.

Games are learning systems and when I see the awful harassment –to me- that Facebook games are with their cortege of sweet meaningless rewards, I think we should push more, expand games to a bigger part of our human experience if we don’t want people to turn like pushing-buttons chimps. For now these social games are doing exactly that.

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On friend lists and circles

Dave is right on this one. There is something inherently wrong with the categorization of people: We are complex atoms, moving. Categorization is something simple and static.

When I tried to create lists with circlehack.com I immediately stopped over the obvious one, family. It’s already complicated for this one. I’m connected to so many different people I just can’t categorize them all, at all. Also I feel awkward to arbitrarily say "you, you’re into tech and that’s how we met" because it might not be the essence of our relationship right now. And what will it be in three years? Should I keep a constant look at my lists to match the present? Waste of time (not for Google or Facebook, obviously).

Categorizing people means that you assume you are the one knowing what they like. But maybe they like to read stuff from you because they like you and trust you so they read it. Otherwise they would not read something about this subject because they don’t care "that" much. But because it’s from you, they do. And you don’t know what interests who, it’s probably changing all the time. It’s organic. It can’t be processed with lists or circles. It can’t be processed efficiently with the help of algorithms (not yet at least and I think for a very long time).

I now understand more why Facebook never really got into this filtering, it’s not very human and overly complicated. As a user I’m glad I can just drop an article for everyone, to read. I think it’s richer this way. It’s good that my little cousin can read something about the war on drugs even if he doesn’t give a shit right now. Following him is interesting for me too. More knowledge, more change. As long as I can block some content if I want to –Foursquare’s check-ins-, I’m good. Less headaches (shit, is this dude still in this list I want to share this drunk picture to?).

Whatever happens to social networks, there will never be one and only one. What is more useful to me is how we can automate how we push our content and to what networks we share things.

I think services like ifttt have a great future.

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Oh My House

La casa en Melides
Blue, green, air, simplicity.

La casa en Melides
Note the water on the right…

La casa en Melides
I’d live in this mothership forever.

I can’t stop looking at it since a week at least so I’m posting this stuff. Casa en Melides, Spain. Minimalism isn’t just for the sake of it, it’s great because it’s easy to pre-fab, better for the earth and easier to create perfect passive insulation with cubes and rectangles.

Anyway…

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Open your eyes

I don’t think the world’s leaders have begun to grasp the implications of unstoppable connectivity. Some people are calling this the Age of Behavior: What I do affects what you do, more directly than ever before.

NYT.

Our political vocabulary continues to sustain the illusion of participatory democracy. The Democrats and the Liberal Party in Canada offer minor palliatives and a feel-your-pain language to mask the cruelty and goals of the corporate state. Neofeudalism will be cemented into place whether it is delivered by Democrats and the Liberals, who are pushing us there at 60 miles an hour, or by Republicans and the Conservatives, who are barreling toward it at 100 miles an hour.

Adbusters.

By my second working day in Haiti, I was finding it alarmingly difficult to get out of bed in the morning, already having rape nightmares and, worse, daymares. And that was before one of the upstanding pillars of the Haitian elite, who insisted he was a gentleman because he loses his erection if a woman starts to fight him off, started to stalk me. On the third day, one of my drivers cornered me in an abandoned building, and I had to talk him out of his threats to touch me. On the third night, I got very drunk. That night, and the next nine nights.

Good.is.

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Live and Ride in L.A.

I just got back from a small ride around the Silver Lake reservoir after buying some groceries from Trader Joe’s. I guess I fit in with the population out there.

L.A. is great to ride. I don’t know why people think it’s not a city for bikes, IT IS THE BEST ONE. It’s pretty flat (I mean it’s not SF), it’s large (not like NYC) and it rains like 3 days a year. It’s a bike rider’s dream.

One can start a day riding from the beach and end up in snow covered mountains during the same ride. I’m not sure if there are many cities in the world that can make that claim.

It’s great. My best memory of E3 last year was my bike ride. 30 minutes to go DTLA, 1 minute to park, 1 minute to change shirt.

Now I think the brakeless trend is the stupidest shit ever. You can’t complain about cars and how people behave toward bikes if you ride fast and don’t give a damn about being unable to slow down like smart people do, by pressing more and more a lever. You can’t say streets are dangerous for riders if you completely forget about the rules of the road. I mean, seriously.

My problem with that is that it makes cars angry against ALL riders.

I rode Paris so many times. If you are brakeless there and that you go fast, you will die in a week period. Thinking that L.A. is rude because cars don’t pay attention is not true if I compare with France, there are a lot more brakeless riders in SoCal. Here in L.A. for what I rode for now, people are much more attentive of what’s going on around them. How many times I’ve been facing a car door in France, pretty much never here in Silver Lake (last year I was riding every day). People don’t want to get sued here. Even if they can’t see shit in their big ass SUVs, they don’t want any trouble. So if you’re alert –there is no place on this planet where you can afford to not focus on what’s going on on the road while biking- it’s pretty cool.

So to me the main message would be to push people to use their bikes, not to see riders as stupid ass kamikazes. They will stay in their cars if the main “bike culture” is about being suicidal you know?

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Music

The Hansolor


Mark “The Hansolor” Adams.

Along with the huge Gil Scott-Heron a couple of weeks ago, Mark passed away in March. I didn’t know until recently and unexpectedly it made me cry.

I don’t know how many times I played his bass lines, somewhere in the thousands. I discovered Slave’s music in the early 2000s and just thought that this band was something I wanted to be part of. So amazingly hot and strong, innovative and crazy, their own sound… They introduced me to 80s boogie and Slave was the different tree hiding an immense forest of jewels.

The sad part is again with black music artists, this man died awfully early on (50 something?). Beaten up in a crack house or some shit.

I saw them live last year for the very first time though Mark wasn’t here (there are like three versions of Slave touring). I hoped for it.

Gil and Mark shared the same habit of doing cocaine, as Charlie Sheen or Lindsay Lohan and fucking thousands of artists. The only difference is that they printed deep grooves in music, shifted paradigms, marked eras and died considered as ghosts and drug addicts while these two white folks are supported in their behavior and will probably get specials on TV when they’ll pass away.

It’s shit like this. Fuck this world.

A long tribute to Mark.

Slave discography.

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Microsoft media coverage

Every single possibility to say something bad about Microsoft, tech news jump on it. Every single possibility to say something good about GoogApple, tech news jump on it. The distortion is now too obvious. Apple does a bad thing with this tracking thing, denies it and what the press is doing promptly because they can’t argue against the fact that their favorite company is doing something wrong? Quickly demonstrating that MS does the same or that carriers do it anyway. Right. No journalist is going to say “hey to be fair and tell the truth, MS gets a single location and stores it outside the phone while Apple is getting every locations you’ve been to over a year and stores it in an non-encrypted file on your phone, even if you turn location services off, which is totally wrong”. That would just be too kind to Microsoft. Like you know, they have to pay for WinME/IE6/Vista forever.

Headlines are just misleading to a point that it’s outrageous for people working hard and doing good stuff at MS. I’d be mad seriously.

One example. You wouldn’t believe how many articles popped up in my rss folder about Windows phones getting bricked after the NoDo update especially on Samsung devices, how it was a total disaster etc. I have a Samsung and despite knowing that all of that was mostly FUD, I was clearly frowning.

Nothing happened.

The update went totally fine (oh yeah, they said March and it happened first week of April, that is so rude) battery life is great etc Turns out the update didn’t work on a small amount of Samsung phones (with a specific firmware, Samsung’s fault) for two main reasons: people would unplug the cable during the update, or they would have too much apps on their phone and the backup process would stop. Techcrunch is still saying and I quote “The Windows Phone 7 update situation has been a nightmare from the start”. Which is a full blatant lie. It’s been better that what I had to deal with my Android phone. Much better. People complain about this BS in comment sections but the damage is done. It’s ridiculous.

I had to wait months and months with Android, with fake dates and reports and lies, it wasn’t great at all on Google/HTC side for the same stupid update thing. It sucked, hard. People are insanely unfair and crazy toward MS, even people buying their product (get a life guys if you’re so disappointed that you don’t have the last phone’s update right right now). You have to give credit when credit is due and MS delivered two updates to my Samsung phone in three months, flawlessly, in France. And I don’t even feel I needed these because the Windows Phone OS was already very good which wasn’t the case when I had my Android stuck on 1.6 .

As for developers, the religious wars and others personal fights always make me think WTFGUYS. Developers, designers, programmers, you shouldn’t care about who’s side you’re on if you realize that you need to be early in the game, on the market, would it be iPhone Android or Windows phone or the Kindle or anything. You’re the one winning if you can provide polished services/products to any interesting platform or a lot of them. Ignoring a platform without knowing what’s going on on it and what it can do for you is simply unprofessional. The platform meta-game is all about being in the first pack if you haven’t figure that out yet (Ngmoco, ready almost on day one for the Apple Appstore). You have to be in the first wave with good stuff, you will be the first to make money and the first to have control and power against the platform (who is all the time, trying to kill you or make you its milky cow, it’s the game).

You see, it’s just a user/developer experience of someone who was really excited about Android after making a game on iOS. Then I saw the excellent Windows Metro UI and simply wanted to try it out because well, I don’t discriminate (and I had a deal with my carrier). They got it right man, so right that a review wondered how competition was going to make something sleeker, classier and simpler than the Windows phone UX and after months of use, I wonder too. It’s the best mobile experience I ever had. I know, it’s weird to write/read this but if you haven’t tried it you can’t tell about the integration’s tightness and attention to details Microsoft did. They did a really good job, didn’t copy competition and tech news are trying to not talk about it because it’s the bad Seattle giant, the company responsible for Clippy’s birth. MS is good in the long run (the first Xbox? That seemed so dumb. .NET is almost ten years old. Remember Kinect? Fuck I was so wrong on this one, even Linux 3.0 has drivers for it) and with this polished product that is Windows Phone, the best they ever put out IMO, I don’t see why tech news would spend their entire time shitting on it. It doesn’t make sense. Oh sure, it drives traffic and views on articles. Sigh.

Of course MS screws up too. Who doesn’t? MobileMe, Kin, iTunes software, Google Wave, Google Buzz, Zune player etc

Bottom line is, big companies are all trying and doing the same things, nasty or not, your favorite tech company included (Microsoft buys companies, you realize that Apple bought the company that does their perfect trackpad? You guys realize Google bought the company who built Android?). All of these companies with campuses and buses to drive people to their desks. You either don’t support any of them because you think “they’re evil” or you just get over it and treat everybody the same way.  Especially you, not-so-tight-ready-to-sell-your-mom media.

It’s simple:

-If you live only by Apple standards and still think about MS circa 2000, you’re missing out.

-If you live only by Google standards and still think about MS circa 2000, you’re missing out.

-If you live by mixing, trying things out, making your own opinion, avoiding walled garden because they overall inherently suck, you’re right.

-If you are living like Richard Stallman, mad props and you can say that I’m stupid and sold to capitalism.

-If you’re not like Richard and try to give lessons to people using MS products while using another big brand or worshipping it like a bitch, you certainly need to get off your ponycorn.

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Boooom


So…

2010-2011, when the game industry exploded. Again.

The Wii went down, hard. Guitar Hero died, the 3DS? Who really cares about this 3D fad. I can’t track the numbers of AAA games with bad to abysmal sales, cancelled projects and people laid off. The Wii2 has been announced and nobody really cares either.

Apple’s market is more than tough (huge competition, prices too low) and for some reason success is always based on birds. Android doesn’t generate as much money and is a development pain in the ass.

In 2008 I couldn’t imagine that three years later game development would look this way.

Future exciting games? Spyparty, The Witness. I can’t wait for these two and I admire the amount of sharing Chris and Jonathan are doing, along with great game designers like Daniel Cook. I mean these guys are sharing so much information and knowledge and being open about their development, it’s so great. It’s inspiring. It makes me want to play their games. L.A. Noire? 3D actors and missions annoy me. Six years of development for that, now you see how it doesn’t really make sense financially. Portal 2? Well I could have played this one but I didn’t because I know it’s a good game (and I don’t have a machine to run it, that’s true) but it is still a sequel and I can’t just get excited over a sequel anymore.

Still reading Gamejournos to persuade myself to not care about big computer game news websites.

I’m really happy to see success stories online, onSteam (yes, it’s a word now). Platform agnosticism is gaining traction. Frozen Synapse is out. Terraria sold 200K in nine days (Terraria Vs Minecraft). Of course word of mouth is better on a network like Steam or Facebook –automatic status driving attention- but we can think about making games that connect to Twitter/FB/IM accounts out of walled garden too. It’s up to us.

I see a trend where indie games are finally, giving up the 8bit-nostalgia-hardcore-nerd aesthetic. As one would say, ‘bout time.