Category: Me Myself&I

With all that I totally forgot about the elections.

First the primaries and its terrible outcomes. It seems like Bernie won’t be able to win but I hope he can viscerally change Biden’s plans, which pretty much don’t exist because he’s not very good –or is very good, depending on how you see it– at politics. He looks solid to many people, vote for him while Bernie cooks us some good bills. I hope? Man I got nothing. Warren and Sanders not forging an alliance *at all* made me so sad.

That filthy greed for power will kill us all.

Then the presidential election in November. Will we be alive? Will rats have bridges between palm trees? Will my sister continue to send me short stories of her confinement? All I know is that the world will be much different than when this white house race started.

Will compassion and empathy be all the rage then? lol but also seriously, it has to. It has to.

After all of that we know, after having proof of how effective social distancing is, apparently they do not quarantine US citizens coming back from Europe, nor do they test them (at LAX). After they spent hours confined with travelers from all over the world, they can freely roam this country.

Man, we haven’t seen shit yet.

Horniness is off the charts, it’s gotten me. Yesterday was hard, hard for hours if you know what I’ okay I’m sorry. Mmmh.

I have no idea what next week or next month are going to be. Probably same as Day 5 I guess.

Ominous clouds during virus pandemic with not a soul in sight but a few who are so far that you don’t even know who you’re waving at? Yup.

I keep shooting.

I’ve been following the tracker since its inception. I’m trying to get a sense of what’s going to happen in the US.

First interesting thing to me is that there are roughly as many cases in France and Germany, yet Germany has about ten times less deaths. Germany has one of the highest rate of ICU per 100,000 citizens in the world, that could explain that. The tracker is overwhelmed and states 91 deaths in France but French news confirm about 120 who died from the virus.

Italy is insanely concerning. Stratospheric rise of cases and deaths. Almost 400 dead in one day today, that’s crazy.

Spain is growing massively too.

What I get from this is that older white folks from South Europe are extremely sensitive to covid-19. I still connect this partially to the dismissive culture that enabled that mess in the past month or so. Now they pay the price.

Which is going to be exorbitant here in the US. They barely started to lock down things this weekend, in a country way bigger than Europe. People stuck for 6 hours in an airport? Before spreading out all over 52 states? Oh boy. People were still partying last night at the end of the street.

I still can’t believe this presidential press conference on Friday. What the actual fuck. They’re absolutely not ready, at all. Epidemiologists must be losing their shit, yelling at White House staff for the past four weeks at least.

So now knowing that the pandemic is brutal in countries with way better healthcare than the US, we’re not ready. I wouldn’t be surprised if the virus mutates to an even more potent form here. But before that, tons of people are going to die.

On the business side, because everything is so tight, there’s going to be a wave of bankruptcy like we’ve never seen before. If no one works on that $10B stadium that no one wants to go for a while anyway, it’s going to crash. Hard.

Hope for the best. Prepare for the worst.

So I think the apocalypse is double-bladed: while automation kicks a bunch of current workers out by making them immediately redundant, it also freezes out the next generation by removing entry level jobs and not really replacing them with anything equivalent. Meanwhile, universities and vocational ed programs won’t get this memo for another ten years so they will continue to happily propel waves of students onto a set of closed and locked doors. 

Finally, people start getting it. I think it was a comment on Hacker News.

There are no jobs left and it’s getting worse by the minute. The hockey stick exponential curve thing: most people know the first part -the slow part but fewer experience the fast part that dramatically changes, all the time. That part is now.

There are mostly no entry level jobs these days, only jobs and gigs. And rare good jobs and good gigs. Career has a wild spectrum of definition. Everything is contracted out, as much as possible, with no more benefits. The system is just ruthless.

I could still make some money just a few years ago, as a web developer. No one is on anything but social media. And if you do have a website you use a service, click a bunch of shit and you have a beautiful page now. The entire web designer/developer career: 1999-2015ish (unless you work for a campus or a giant company; wayyy fewer jobs and harder to get). That’s a good-paying job in a thriving environment, growing and shrinking in fifteen years. We can’t build a future society on moving parts like that.

It’s a colossal change from pre-2010s, yet hard to really see. 

We’re a big bunch of human beings, living longer than ever, and we’re automating everything faster than ever, producing more wealth than ever. 

It can’t work without serious wealth redistribution. It just can’t. And it shouldn’t be hard to change. It’s the right thing to do, the only thing to do too. 

A bunch of signatures over a few laws and contracts, a few people get way less extremely wealthy, another billion breathes, everything changes smh.

Well. As the virus spreads, like millions in this country, I lost most of my income. I imagine all hiring is frozen as well. I fought a couple hours to grab water and food for my friends this morning. I made a three off dribble, in the rain. And then had to retreat because it was pou-ring.

For some reason, there’s no entertainment that interests me in the moment. Cuddling sounds delicious though, omg.

Okay. Let’s have a real, “everything on it” combo right now. We just need an earthquake. *grabs bass* Earth, hit it!

Well.

I guess I’m screwed in so many ways. Visiting France looked good this past January, coming through during Spring right?

Family is in France, parents have gotten sick all winter like never before and my sister doesn’t have the strongest immune system. Grandma is 94 and was supposed to get some dental work done at the hospital.

I’m in California and I just lost quite some money because of events cancelled. I might lose a lot more because they’re going to have to cancel this entire year in many ways. The only thing I have for me right now is a strong immune system and this mofo is going to have to work even harder for the foreseeable future.

Then there’s the NBA and this French dude who was touching the mics and laughing at the virus. I don’t even want to say his name. South European culture (France, Spain, Italy) is so dismissive sometimes that it summons entire pandemic by itself. This NBA season being cancelled is some wild shit. LA has blue balls. The Spurs are giggling into madness. So many businesses are going to close shop.

It’s like, we know death is coming. But man, let’s slow down.

This election is disheartening. It seems pretty easy to identify what needs to change. But even a political couple can’t agree on which candidate to support. Look, Rosario is right to vote for Bernie and she’s also my celebrity crush so she’s totally right x100.

Cory is playing the political game and believes that Joe would win, thanks to him being behind one of the most beloved president for 8 years.

I think Cory is wrong. The game has been hacked, bro. Vote for policies and laws, not a smile and a good story.
How does all this play in the bedroom? It must be awkward. Vaguely intense, silent resentment while cuddling, watching Elizabeth Warren flipping the switch on SNL? Uncomfortable AF.

Power on laptop

Connect to the wifi

Accept the terms of said wifi

Search for edit keyboard options

Start typing fran to reach français only to be forced to scroll down to Français (France) because it doesn’t show up first

Add FR keyboard, switch keyboard from US to FR

Search for touchpad settings

Select new scrolling

Search for update

Select advanced options and pause the fuck outta updates

Start effing Chrome

Type chrome://flags and disable tabs-hover-whatever the fuck this shit is for

RELAUNCH THE BROWSER BECAUSE THAT’S HOW WE ROLL IN 2020

Select new search engine because Chrome refuses to remember anything

Log in to Outlook.com

Go to online document and click on the link to go to Classic Outlook.com

I have arrived. Until the next reboot. Which could happen anytime. I got more BSOD with Win10 on a 2017 laptop than any previous Windows combined.

It used to be, you set up your stuff and unless you re-install the entire OS, you are good to go. No more.

The computer experience these days is horrendous. I have no control. Absolutely no control.

I am no expert of course.

But looking at the numbers, 57 cases in the US seems very low and very much underreported. It, statistically, can’t be that low in a giant country like that.

The economic impact is unfolding right now. Business meetings and agreements are being cancelled or postponed all over the world. It almost feels like everyone is lingering, so that they can blame the virus for everything going wrong economically. Cute.

I just hope it won’t mess with my plans of visiting family in France. It might.